Thursday, October 29, 2009
Or is it truly curiosity?? I'm not a bad guy or the bad guy...just a guy...nature vs nuture...this is not me saying anything to be taken anyway..but to curve some of the attention...let me address this curiosity...its just information...take it how you want it..but when it comes to me...and that time...when its time to do work..I'll tell you exactly who I am...
I am that person that will pull your panties off and push you onto the bed. I'll be gentle but firm as I grab your wrists and hold them above your head. You want to be kissed on the lips, neck, and breasts, maybe even bitten a little. I won't be afraid to leave marks on your skin because I am in complete control of you. I'll kiss you and hold you down until you can't stand it anymore. While keeping you pinned under my body, I'll push your knees even further apart and gently force my thickness into you. You will be wet but tight, and you'll gasp at being pushed open, but you can't do anything since I'll still be holding down your hands and small body. I'll start thrusting slowly but with purpose; I’m so hard and thick that you’ll close your eyes and throw your head back at the feeling of being so completely filled and so utterly helpless. I might even pull out to tease you, and, not having use of your hands, you'll have no choice but to wrap your thighs around me and try to pull me back inside. I'll pump into you until your legs start to shake and you melt into the mattress as you come. I will then use your body entirely for my pleasure as I push into you fast and hard until I burst inside you and collapse on top of your body, exhausted but looking forward to a second time...Good night!
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
From vinyl (1976). Version 2006 on CD, include the album Boogie (1979)
01 - Joyful Jukebox Music
02 - Window Shopping
03 - You're My Best Friend, My Love
04 - Love Is The Thing You Need
05 - The Eternal Light
06 - Pride And Joy
08 - We're Here To Entertain You
09 - Make Tonight All Mine
10 - We're Gonna Change Our Style
01 - Blame It On The Boogie
02 - Push Me Away
03 - Things I Do For You
04 - Shake Your Body (Down To The Ground)
05 - Destiny
06 - Bless His Soul
07 - All Night Dancin'
08 - That's What You Get (For Being Polite)
01 - Zip A Dee Doo Dah
02 - Nobody
03 - I Want You Back
04 - Can You Remember
05 - Standing In The Shadows Of Love
06 - You've Changed
07 - My Cherie Amour
08 - Who's Lovin' You
09 - Chained
10 - (I Know) I'm Losing You
11 - Stand!
12 - Born To Love You
01 - I'll Be There
02 - Ready Or Not (Here I Come)
03 - Oh How Happy
04 - Bridge Over Troubled Water
05 - Can I See You In The Morning
06 - Goin' Back To Indiana
07 - How Funky Is Your Chicken
08 - Mama's Pearl
09 - Reach In
10 - The Love I Saw In You Was Just A Mirage
11 - Darling Dear
01 - Maybe Tomorrow
02 - She's Good
03 - Never Can Say Goodbye
04 - The Wall
05 - Petals
06 - Sixteen Candles
07 - (We've Got) Blue Skies
08 - My Little Baby
09 - It's Great To Be Here
10 - Honey Chile
11 - I Will Find A Way
01 - The Love You Save
02 - One More Chance
03 - Abc
04 - 2-4-6-8
05 - (Come 'round Here) I'm The One You Need
06 - Don't Know Why I Love You
07 - Never Had A Dream Come True
08 - True Love Can Be Beautiful
09 - La-La (Means I Love You)
10 - I'll Bet You
11 - I Found That Girl
12 - The Young Folks
01 - Forever Came Today
02 - Moving Violation
03 - (You Were Made) Especially For Me
04 - Honey Love
05 - Body Language (Do The Love Dance)
06 - All I Do Is Think Of You
07 - Breezy
08 - Call Of The Wild
09 - Time Explosion
10 - Through Thick & Thin
11 - Forever Came Today (Disco Mix)
[RS] Michael Jackson - Albumy
1979 – Bonus
01. Michael Jackson-Billie Jean (demo)
02. Michael Jackson-Billie Jean (extended)
03. Michael Jackson-Blood on the dancefloor
04. Michael Jackson-Carousel(sample)
05. Michael Jackson-Don't stop 'til you...(demo)
06. Michael Jackson-Fly away
07. Michael Jackson-Ghosts
08. Michael Jackson-I just can't stop...(spanish)
09. Michael Jackson-Is it scary
10. Michael Jackson-Morphine
11. Michael Jackson-On the line
12. Michael Jackson-Say say say
13. Michael Jackson-Shout
14. Michael Jackson-Someone in the dark
15. Michael Jackson-Streetwalker
16. Michael Jackson-Superfly sister
17. Michael Jackson-Thriller (voice demo)
18. Michael Jackson-Wanna be...(extended)
19. Michael Jackson-Workin' day and night (demo)
Time – 87:45 min
Size - 120,2 MB
01. Michael Jackson-Burn this disco out
02. Michael Jackson-Don't stop 'til you get enough
03. Michael Jackson-Get on the floor
04. Michael Jackson-Girlfriend
05. Michael Jackson-I can't help it
06. Michael Jackson-It's the falling in love
07. Michael Jackson-Off the wall
08. Michael Jackson-Rock with you
09. Michael Jackson-She's out of my life
10. Michael Jackson-Workin' day and night
Time – 42:25 min
Size – 72,2 MB
1. Michael Jackson-Baby be mine
2. Michael Jackson-Beat it
3. Michael Jackson-Billie Jean
4. Michael Jackson-Human nature
5. Michael Jackson-P.Y.T (Pretty Young Thing)
6. Michael Jackson-The girl is mine
7. Michael Jackson-The lady in my life
8. Michael Jackson-Thriller
9. Michael Jackson-Wanna be startin' somethin'
Time – 42:12 min
Size – 75,1 MB
01. Michael Jackson-Another part of me
02. Michael Jackson-Bad
03. Michael Jackson-Dirty Diana
04. Michael Jackson-I just can't stop loving
05. Michael Jackson-Just good friends
06. Michael Jackson-Leave me alone
07. Michael Jackson-Liberian girl
08. Michael Jackson-Man in the mirror
09. Michael Jackson-Smooth criminal
10. Michael Jackson-Speed demon
11. Michael Jackson-The way you make me feel
Time – 48:09 min
Size – 86,7 MB
01. Michael Jackson-Black or white
02. Michael Jackson-Black Or White (TR)
03. Michael Jackson-Can't let her get away
04. Michael Jackson-Dangerous
05. Michael Jackson-Give in to me
06. Michael Jackson-Gone too soon
07. Michael Jackson-Heal the world
08. Michael Jackson-In the closet
09. Michael Jackson-Jam
10. Michael Jackson-Keep the faith
11. Michael Jackson-Remember the time
12. Michael Jackson-She drives me wild
13. Michael Jackson-Who is it
14. Michael Jackson-Why you wanna trip on me
15. Michael Jackson-Will you be there
Time – 80:14 min
Size – 141 MB
01. Michael Jackson-Another Part Of Me
02. Michael Jackson-Bad
03. Michael Jackson-Dirty Diana
04. Michael Jackson-Fly Away
05. Michael Jackson-I Just Cant Stop Loving You
06. Michael Jackson-Just Good Friends
07. Michael Jackson-Leave Me Alone
08. Michael Jackson-Liberian Girl
09. Michael Jackson-Man In The Mirror
10. Michael Jackson-Quincy Jones Interview 3
11. Michael Jackson-Smooth Criminal
12. Michael Jackson-Speed Demon
13. Michael Jackson-Streetwalker
14. Michael Jackson-The Way You Make Me Feel (Hot Fever)
15. Michael Jackson-Todo Mi Amor Eres Tu
16. Michael Jackson-Voiceover 1 Quincy Jones Interview 1
17. Michael Jackson-Voiceover 2 Quincy Jones Interview 2
18. Michael Jackson-Voiceover 3
Time – 71:34 min
Size – 68,4 MB
01. Michael Jackson-Abc
02. Michael Jackson-Beat It
03. Michael Jackson-Ben
04. Michael Jackson-Billie Jean
05. Michael Jackson-Blame It On The Boogie
06. Michael Jackson-Can You Feel It
07. Michael Jackson-Don’t Stop Til You Get Enough
08. Michael Jackson-Got To Be There
09. Michael Jackson-Human Nature
10. Michael Jackson-I Just Cant Stop Loving You
11. Michael Jackson-I Want You Back
12. Michael Jackson-Off The Wall
13. Michael Jackson-Pyt (Pretty Young Thing)
14. Michael Jackson-Rock With You
15. Michael Jackson-Rockin Robin
16. Michael Jackson-Shake Your Body (Down To The Ground)
17. Michael Jackson-Shes Out Of My Life
18. Michael Jackson-The Girl Is Mine
19. Michael Jackson-The Love You Save
20. Michael Jackson-Thriller
21. Michael Jackson-Wanna Be Startin Somethin
Time – 77:49 min
Size -107 MB
01. Michael Jackson-Another Part Of Me
02. Michael Jackson-Bad
03. Michael Jackson-Black Or White
04. Michael Jackson-Dirty Diana
05. Michael Jackson-Earth Song
06. Michael Jackson-Heal The World
07. Michael Jackson-In The Closer
08. Michael Jackson-Leave Me Alone
09. Michael Jackson-Man In The Mirror
10. Michael Jackson-Remember The Time
11. Michael Jackson-Smooth Criminal
12. Michael Jackson-The Way You Make Me Feel
13. Michael Jackson-They Don't Care About Us
14. Michael Jackson-Who Is It
15. Michael Jackson-Will You Be There
16. Michael Jackson-You Are Not Alone
17. Michael Jackson-You Rock My World
Time – 77:15 min
Size – 106 MB
Michael Jackson The Complete Outtakes, Duets & Collaborations (1978 - 1980)
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Sunday, June 21, 2009
I will be the best boyfriend you ever had. You'll want to call me because I am fun to talk to. You'll want to spend the majority of your time with me because I'm fun, make you laugh, and always full of surprises and crazy ideas. You don't mind showing me off because I'm hot and always a gentleman with great manners, as well as very sociable. I'll do little things to show I care, those little things that show I really know you...that shows I do pay attention, that shows I do think about you. I will probably be one of the better lays you get, people have told me I'm a freak, I just think I have a normal sex drive, and feel for women who cannot fully experience sex for all it has to offer. Then, that's when I start. You're hooked; you have future thoughts of me. I'm handsome, smart, caring, sensitive, thoughtful, responsible, honest, trustworthy, mature, elegant, refined, well mannered...etc.
But I can also be angry...impatient...jealous...will pick fights for no reason...won't want you to hang out with your friends unless I can come too... will pick at you if you've seemed to forgotten your manners (big thing for me)...well be mad if you are late...won't understand that you need girl time...and I'll be damned if you go on a vacation with your friends while I stay behind. However, I am allowed to go on vacations with my friends. I am allowed to have a guy’s night out. I'll be jealous if you go out to lunch with a male co-worker, although I do it all the time with female co-workers, and about 80% of my friends are girls. What can I say, I just want to be your everything, and the rest, well, there is no rest.
I want to be your best friend. I want to experience life with you. I want for you to feel you are not really on vacation, unless I'm with you. I want for you to rather have me WITH you when you're hanging out with your friends, because I'm a friend too, and I get along with all your friends. I want to be the first person you call when something good OR bad happens. I want you to lavish me with your time, cook me meals, to show me how much you appreciate having me in your life, because even though I am a crazy ass, I’ll bring a lot of joy into your life, and at the same time, make it seem like all my craziness is a small price to pay to have me. You know it because I'm the only man that consumes your mind.
I am the one in your fantasies. I'm the man you want to introduce to your parents AND friends, and the same man you want to take home and just throw into bed. You know I am always there for you, and you know I'll always support you and be an ear, give advice, whatever it is that you are needing at that moment, EVEN if we did just have a huge fight. I might try to emotionally push you away, but don't let me. Else it's onto the next girl, who will feel the same way about me that you did, but by the time you grow some nerve to try to get me back, even though I was the one that broke it off, I'll already be taken. Yet, you'll still have your hopes.... Sound like someone you want? Then you might have more problems than I do...
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
01. Intro Performing (Creating A Moment) 0:17
02. Badu 1:37
03. Annie 3:35
04. Me 4:32
05. Soldier 4:33
06. Didn't Cha Know 8:46
07. Other Side Of The Game 9:32
08. Honey 4:57
09. The Healer 3:30
10. Searching 4:10
11. Stay (Chaka Khan Cover) 4:41
12. Love Hangover (Diana Ross Cover) 3:30
13. Your Mind 6:40
14. A Cipher 2:09
15. Ye-Yo 4:53
16. Next Lifetime 11:41
01. Epiphany (I'm Leaving) 3:28
█ 02. Notebook 3:46
█ 03. What You Do (Feat. Ne-Yo) 3:22
█ 04. Blame It On Me 4:09
█ 05. All I Ever Think About 3:40
█ 06. Playin' Our Song 3:33
█ 07. Another One 3:39
█ 08. On My Own 3:47
█ 09. Fragile 4:15
█ 10. Mr. Right 4:22
█ 11. Porcelain Doll 3:45
█ 12. I'm Okay 4:17
▄▄ [ RELEASE NOTES ] ▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄ ▄▄▄▄ ▄▄ ▄▄ ▄
█ Chrisette Michele says she had a realization about relationships that lead
█ her to name her upcoming sophomore album "Epiphany." The set, which comes on
█ the heels of her Grammy win, is due on March 31 via Def Jam. The first
█ single, the Ne-Yo-penned title track, enters at No. 78 on the R&B/Hip-Hop
█ songs chart this week, according to Nielsen Soundscan.
█ "I heard the song that Ne-Yo had written titled 'Epiphany,' and the word just
█ stood out to me," Michele tells Billboard.com. "It stood out to me because
█ I'd been through a lot in my last relationship, and the word 'epiphany'
█ exemplified exactly what happened in the end when I realized I didn't have to
█ put myself through it anymore."
█ Michele refers to the relationship with her former manager, Douglas "Biggs"
█ Ellison, who Michele sued for embezzlement and harassment last year. Ellison
█ later countersued for breach of exclusive management agreement. The lawsuit
█ is currently still in motion.
█ Still, Michele is optimistic and says this album is a reflection of that. To
█ create what she describes as a more upbeat/youthful sound she tapped on the
█ likes of Chuck Harmony, Claude Kelly, B Major and Ne-Yo, who writes and
█ co-executive produced the set. The album features no guest collaborations.
█ And while a second single hasn't been selected yet, Michele does say one of
█ her favorite tracks is the piano-based "Blame It On Me," in which she croons,
█ "Blame it on me / say it's my fault / say I left you out in the cold with a
█ broken heart / I really don't care / I'm not lying no more / say I'm a
█ cheater, a liar, whatever you want / as long as it's over."
█ Another stand-out track is "On My Own," which the self-proclaimed daddy's
█ girl says reminds her of her father. "I'm very close to my dad, but recently
█ I've learned how to handle situations on my own, without having him step in
█ for me, and it took a lot of me to be able to do that," she admits.
█ Other songs set to appear on "Epiphany" include "I'm Ok," the hip-hop-tinged
█ "Another One," the ballad "Notebook," plus tracks "What You Do," "Playing
█ Our Song," and "Fragile."
█ Michele's debut release, "I Am," has sold 419,000 copies in the United
█ States, according to Nielsen Soundscan. "Be OK," the album's third single,
█ won the 2009 Grammy award for Best Urban/Alternative Performance.
Sunday, May 3, 2009
Sunday, April 26, 2009
I’m everything you’ll ever want need, and desire…I’ll monopolize most of your time because I’ll demand it and you’ll crave it. My spontaneity will keep you on your toes; from me you’ll never see it coming. Having someone like me by your side you’ll never have to worry about who has your back; spiritually, emotionally, financially, sexually, or even if shit goes down I’d be there standing beside you. Overall I’m low maintenance hell when you have it not much preparation is need. So if there are special request, I expect you to provide it.
My overall sexiness and endearing personality will make you the envy of your friends. Most will inquire where you met me and wonder if I have a brother, secretly desiring me but would know better because you’d snap and whip their asses. I’m the same man that would take you to lavishly travel to remote destinations with dinning on tailored cuisine, and the same man you that would take you to the IHOP up the street, versatility is vital, and discretion in using this versatility is the truest example of a real man. Yes I’m arrogant, brash and opinionated but these are qualities you’ll love about me.
Normally I’m a very calm and high-spirited person; anger can generally be used as a sign of weakness, but on the same token if you piss me off you’ll regret it. Usually I’m on either end of the spectrum, I’m either extremely hot or extremely cold with no median. So ultimately I need a person to provide that balance. Of course when it comes to my significant other I’m selfish, jealous, and territorial, so those male friends forget about them. With me around they’re obsolete, if you have a problem, come to me… if you want to go out, I’ll take you, if you want sex, I’m the only person you’ll ever desire, and if you went elsewhere I’d hunt you down. You’ll know better than to ever doubt my love, question my motives, or play with my emotions, partially out of love and respect, but mainly out of consequence.
I won’t lie to you; I have an outrageously high sex drive with unrealistic standards. At this point in my life I’m not willing to teach anyone, if you don’t come to my bedroom door with a certain skill level, you’ll be immediately declined. With that being said, I’m overly confident in my personal abilities, and if warranted I have references. Being that I’m extremely sexually selective my body count is minimal so wondering where I got a particular skill would never be questioned I come to the table well equipped so you’d damn well come with the same. If you can’t meet or offer more than what I have exactly why would I keep you around? If you can’t satisfy me totally you’ll know it, and ultimately lose the best thing in your life.
So I guess I’m just as messed up as you are
Question what happens when two crazy people hook up??
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Sunday, April 12, 2009
Kanye West - The Lost Songs II - Welcome to Chicago
Day 26 - Forever In A Day
Mims - Guilt
Jadakiss - The Last Kiss
UGK - UGK 4 Life
Scarface - Greatest Features
Slim Thug - Boss of All Bosses
Friday, April 10, 2009
Happiness is not an emtion!!
It is an decision..
Why you say??
We are not in charge of our emotions, but we are in charge of our choices
People seek happiness...
They spend their whole lives looking for it
But how do you seek something that's already suppose to be inside of you
True happiness is still within us as human beings....right??
So why not CHOOSE to embrace that happiness...
Now we may not be in charge of our emotions...But...
We are in charge of our decisions..
We can even search for the meaning in our decisions or seek to understand why a decision was made...
Disclaimer: I'm looking for different perspectives here. So please dont hold back. This is just my opinion (therefore making the right one..lol) but I would love to hear from others. Whether you follow in public or anonymously, just chime in and give me your 2 cents.
Since this convo took place over BB Messenger I will share with you the initial response I got:
"Not all people seek happines. Some search day and night and for some, it is placed direct eye sight. Happiness is not "in" everyone. It is available to everyone though because it is not something to buy, but something you feel. Searching for the meaning of your choice makes no sense. One should search for why they make the choices they do and if those choices are worth their happiness."
It looks like a seat. But what is its intended use? Ha - You might as well ask...
YOU'LL NEVER BELIEVE IT.
FOR THE LINE: "I DON'T WANT TO STRESS MYSELF HONEY"
HERE IS ... "THE COMFY SEX TOY".
It's on sale in the States for $99,00.
Now how could we sell you this product without showing you how to use it..here's a few ways to utilize this groundbreaking product...
The classic Gravitizer position that satisfies every time. The convex saddle shape gently compresses her anatomy into a velvet vice - a unique sensation no other toy can give - rendering extra stimulation and pleasure for both partners. Alternate with Flexing for a ride that's got energy and nuance.
Nothing beats a slow, sensual flexing. One of the easiest, most pleasant position that can give you The Gravitizer. Alternate with the Trot, or reverse directions for more intimacy - the Flexer can be done facing either way. Always place legs through The Gravitizer as shown to prevent tipping.
Extra control for her, with an exotic clamping action on the upstroke. Have her grip the sides and pull down for greater penetration. You can use towels and pillows for more comfortable ride.
Give her the full treatment. A rock-hard shaft and a pair of loving hands at the same time render a potent, soothing climax. Position next to a bed or other firm support for his comfort.
Throw her over the doghouse - a natural for doggy-style lovers. A classic position freed of awkward balance and position issues, and now also allowing her to masturbate comfortably while enjoying vigorous rear entry. Put a thick towel on the saddle for her comfort.
One of the most popular positions, offering soothing penetration in the comfort of a loving embrace. Let him bounce her for a heady ride to ecstasy. Position next to a bed or other firm support for his comfort.
Extra control and authority for a position that demands a strong performance. Have him go "hands-only" for a more athletic position - just curl legs
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Dwight Eubanks, owner of the Purple Doors Salon and Housewives of Atlanta Fame has announced to the world that he’s getting married. He announced his engagement to a WOMAN!! A WOMAN!!! He even held an engagement party.
He says that he is engaged to a woman who knows that he dates men. WOOOOOOOOOW!!!
This is wildness that he told Essence.com:
“I get more play from women than men,”
“I can’t get a date with a man, but the women are knocking my doors down. They just love you when you can be real about who you are.”
"In Atlanta, a city known for its high population of gay and rumored down low Black men, keeping it real remains an important part of a relationship."
“It’s really interesting because the men are so standoffish, but the women don’t care,” says Dwight. “Most of the men around here are gay, lying to their wives, slipping and dipping and all that, but it is what it is. You have to enjoy life, and that’s what I am doing.”
Dwight shares he is completely honest with his intended about his sexuality. (tone: skeptical)
Here's a fucked up ass statistic for you:
71% of women who find out that their man has slept with another man, will stay in the relationship.
Now I can’t speak for all women, but would you???
This is a response from one of my homegirls:
"On the real I think I am gonna get me a gay husband too...we can just be married on paper, sleep in separate rooms and he can see who he wants and I can see who I want and just come home to each other and eat breakfast and dinner and talk about our "others"--it will be more like til death do me and my BFF apart...and then we can adopt kids and just have one big ole happy family!! I bet my hair, make up and wardrobe would be fierce!! What do you think?? Ru Paul and B. Scott could be at our wedding yeah Luv Muffins!!"
Like I said...WTF!! WAKE THE FUCK UP!!!!!
So one day I opened up my gmail and realized I had what looked to be a very long email...a very very long email from a woman that I had high hopes for. I'm confused here....
"this is something i wrote a while ago... i decided not to send it because i didn't think it would matter. and, according to you, i think too much, so maybe my thought was wrong. either way, after our chat today, i am compelled to share it with you. don't feel obligated to respond... its cool either way." (name will remain anonymous)
it should be very obvious to you by now that there is something luminous about your personality that has attracted me. this attraction was not necessarily instant, but after our third (i believe) conversation, i became intrigued by your complex, unpredictable personality. i enjoyed your humor, your seriousness, and your presence in a way that made me more afraid than i have been in a while. as i already told you, i could see so many similarities in our personalities that i began to doubt that anything positive would come from our interaction. i immediately predicted that in our first disagreement, we would both be equally too stubborn to admit our faults. i sensed your determination to have the last word and your confidence that you could win any battle of sarcasm. and as much as i was excited to have met my match, i was in unfamiliar territory.
while i have always loved a challenge, you were and still are a challenge that defeated me before it even began. unfortunately, i think i accepted this defeat without putting up a fight. when i went home for christmas, i purposely created a distance between us to protect myself from actually acknowledging any emotional connection that would potentially end in hurt. i thought that you would eventually just fade away, like all the others that I purposely push out of my life. but strangely, you have not completely faded as i had planned. it may have been your intention to slowly (or not so slowly) exit my life, but i cannot be so sure. all i know is that we have very minimal communication and when i see you, we barely converse, let alone touch. to be honest, this did not bother me before, as i understand one's tendency to shift inward at times. i have been known to do that on many occasions. but when this became a pattern i began to wonder what our problem was. how could we go from laughing and hugging all the time to absolutely nothing? it seemed as if things changed between us so quickly and the friendship that was growing began to whither away with the winter snow.
maybe i did not do enough to repair any damage that may have been my responsibility. or maybe my self-centered tendencies simply revealed themselves to you. however, i began to sense your distance which led me to believe that you just weren't feeling me. now, as much as i hate rejection, this kind of hurt my ego a bit, but that's life. you win some. you lose some. you keep it moving. i still find you extremely intriguing, even more complex than before, and i miss laughing with you. however, i understand that our time may have run its course... or that time may have never been on our side. i do think that you deserve all of the qualities that you seek in a woman (and a friend), but you must understand that the woman you find will bring with her a set of complexities to work through with you, not on her own. sometimes, us women, in protecting ourselves from the disappointing behaviors that men have proven to consistently perpetuate, make judgement calls that may not always be warranted.
to be clear, this email does not disregard any times that you have fallen below my standard of respect or just flat out hurt my feelings. it is simply me expressing my thoughts to you, which is something i should have done a while ago
I'm an Emotional Idiot
so get away from me.
that's too close
give me some space
it's a big country,
there's plenty of room,
don't sit so close to me.
Hey, where are you?
I haven't seen you in days.
What are you having an affair?
Who is she?
aren't I enough for you?
You're so cold.
I never know what you're thinking.
You're not very affectionate.
you're clipping to me,
DON'T TOUCH ME,
what am I, your fucking cat?
Don't rub me like that.
Don't you have anything better to do
than sit there fawning over me?
Don't you have any interests?
Sailing Fly Fishing
There's an archeology expedition leaving tomorrow
why don't you go?
I'll loan you the money,
my money is your money.
my life is your life
my soul is yours
without you I'm nothing.
Move in with me
we'll get a studio apartment together, save on rent,
well, wait, I mean, a one bedroom,
so we don't get in each other's hair or anything
maybe a two bedroom,
it's nothing personal
I just need to be alone sometimes,
you do understand
Hey, why are you acting distant?
Where are you going,
was it something I said?
what did I do?
I'm an emotional idiot
so get away from me